Ok.... Where do I start? So many things have happened in the past few days. I went to school once last week. After not going for a few day’s you feel left out and you need someone to update you. On Friday, I had JPS and the theme was New York. I wrote I heart NYC and pinned it to my shirt. But I left early because Monija and I were giving Meyshna a surprise party at the park. It was fun.

On Saturday morning, at 9, we had to go sell cookies and the boys had the Car Wash. That went well.

When we came home at about 1pm, I had my bath and slept till 5pm. We left at 5.30pm for the Relay and reached at 6.20.

The Relay was so fun!

Monija, Meyshna, Vimmeshen, Hovishan, Kayshini, Jian Lin, Jian Eu, Elliot, Daryl, Sarah, Samuel, Arvin, Leila, I Ern and Ron were all there. I hope I didn’t leave anyone out.

I just met Sam actually. He’s a nice guy. Nice meeting ya! =)

Jian Lin and I hung out with the guys a lot. Jian Lin and I don't like masculine boys too! :)

We went into the football field and lay down in the middle. It was sooooo nice! We all watched the stars for a long time. We also watched the sun rise. I have so much to tell about the relay but i’m just too lethargic right now. When we came back at 11.30am, I had my bath and slept. I practically was sleeping while bathing. I slept at 12 and woke up at 8. It’s now 11.35pm and i’m going back to sleep people! I’m like a zombie right now. SLEEEPP!

Ok. BYE!

Lady With Flying Hair (Update)

WE FOUND A DOGGY! Her name is Blacky but we call her Puppy. She's sooo cute. I'll tell you the full story when I get the chance, but right now, I got to go. I have JPS today! And Monija and I are giving Meyshna a surprise birthday party! In the Kenanga Park. TODAY. :) I have to leave early at JPS and come back and go to the park after that. I baked some muffin's too. I'll have to take some pictures of that. AND, i'll put some pictures up from the surprise party after. =) So many things but not enough hours in a day. Haha ok... Bye!

I've painted the background halfway but you can't see it here.

This is how it looks so far.

And I haven't been blogging much cuz i've been really busy. REALLY BUSY!

BYE!

A Year Old Tag

Instructions :
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you wish were true.
Leave the fibs alone.


I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tatoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I'm studying fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don't know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I like wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
Someone bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
One Utama is my second home.
I’m a guy.(sometimes?)
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last.
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon. :p
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I have many best friends.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot.
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I can't live without music.
Video games are a waste of time. (I like them and hate them at the same time)
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.
I love horror films.
I’m happy with what I have.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching The Ring when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Apple Juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat.
I love my friends and family.

Pictures from the Wedding and Beauty Exhibition

Lady With Flying Hair

Hello!
This is how my project looks like.
It isnt done yet, I still have to paint the background.
=)

Hurt

How would you feel if you worked so hard for something and someone had to butt in and spoil it all? Obviously that’s what happened to me.

My two friends and I choreographed a 3 minute song and SOMEONE said it looked like crap. Honestly, it was awesome to all three of us. So we had to do it all over again. This year, no one is butting in. We are going to choreograph it, you either BE in it or NOT be in it.

I’m sorry if I’m scaring you but I mean it. Our dances have been crap for these past three years. So this year is going to be totally different. It’s going to be THE BOMB!

Here’s another thing.

How’d you feel when people ‘jumps the gun’ at you? When you’re perfectly innocent and they accuse you of something you would never think of doing. It’s a horrible feeling.

Want to know another thing that hurts?

When you visit someone, you’d like a warm and welcoming hug. But no, instead you get this cold hard rock hug. Like I have some kind of disease or like I’m a retard and you don’t want to touch me. Do you know how much hurt I feel when you do that? My heart sinks right down to the pit of my stomach. And just because you still live in the 70th century and I don’t. What do you expect me to do? That’s how I’ve been thought. What makes it worse is that we are family.

And about her, she doesn’t have anyone else but you. You’re her responsibility. She loves you. She’s your first priority. So do something with your life and set your priorities right. I know many single parents who have brought up a beautiful family so why can’t you do it?

You ought to see me now. If you take a look at my heart, it isn’t in one piece....

Monija and I had a good talk today. I told her that I was sorry about what I did when I knew what was going on. I wasn’t thinking straight. I’m really sorry sis. I will never do it again. And I’m glad that what goes around comes around because you will never learn from your mistakes. I’m glad that the boomerang came back to me and hit me straight in the head and brought me to my senses. I may have hurt you real bad, but I’m sorry and I’m super glad that we’re good now. And I forgive you for the things you have done too. We are human, we make mistakes, we forgive and forget and that’s what makes us special. I love you.

I have so many people to thank for making me the person I am today. I can say that I am a bold and beautiful individual person. I have my own thoughts on things in life. I love people with all my heart. I share my thoughts with you because I want you to learn from me. I stand up for myself and the people around me.

2009 Relay For Life

I know many of us has been waiting for this! I've been going for it for the past 2 years!

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http://www.kaconsulting.com.my/cancer.org.my/index.php?sc=news&id=155&md=folder

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That's the website for this year's Relay For Life.

Please sign up if you're going people! I'm soooo totaly going!!

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PLEASE COME IF YOU CAN!

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It's going to be so fun! Register ASAP if you're going. And did I mention, please let me know if you are going????AHHH! I'm so excited.

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Here are some plus points you can use on your parents:-

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1. You get free Milo all night!

2. You get to meet many new people!

3. There are going to be many hot girls/boys!

4. There's going to be a Ms. Malaysia contest for men dressed up as women!

5. You're doing it for a good cause.

6. You get to stay up 16 whole hours with your freinds!!

7. You'll get some excersice around the track.

8. You'll have fun!

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Sonia

xoxo

Blogging Mania

Hello! AGAIN! This is the third time I’m blogging today. If you’re wondering why I’ve been blogging so much these day’s, here’s why:

1. Josephine has influenced me tremendously with her blog posts.

2. I haven’t been writing in my diary for a few weeks and I miss doing it, so this is another way I can keep my thoughts down.

3. I’d like people to know how I really am.

4. I’m on my laptop almost every day, so I have easy excess.

5. it’s better than reading my messy handwriting.

6. I love talking about random things.

7. I don’t have the best memory in the world and in years to come, I can come back here and look at my past.

Those are just a few reasons. Anyways, after guitar, I went for tennis at 7 to the club and it started to rain so we couldn’t have class. Anyways, Leila and I read some magazines and today’s newspaper comics then I made a call to my momma and she picked us up. Oh what trouble do I give her? She’s at the security meeting at my neighbour’s house now. She’s going to pick my dad up after that. My dad’s coming home tonight!

Goldberg, my guitar teacher, he was cool with me not practicing. But he told me not to do it too often. We talked about so many things today.

We talked about what crazy stuff people can do when they’re drunk. The stories he told me about what his friends have done are hilarious. We also talked that German restaurant in KL, where they cut the pork up with plates and then later throw the plates all around. Oh, what fun that would be if I went. My parents went there for 2008’s New Year. The subject of swine flu also came up and he said that only a few days ago, he and his friend went around KL searching for a place to eat and found this place that had this big sign saying, “Pork Knuckles!” , how disgusting is that?! Well, he said they had a great feast in there. Gosh, the stuff people can get themselves into is so funny.

This happened while I was waiting for my mom by the way. I didn’t bring my hand phone so we got into some complications but never mind that.

So then the topic of ‘Mothers’ Handbags’ came up. Our mom’s have one thing in common. They’re phone would be ringing and they’ll start to dig they’re huge bad filled with stuff trying to find for the cell phone. They’ll go, “Oh no, oh no, oh no, don’t put down the phone. WHERE IS MY PHONE!!!??”. And then they’ll dig and dig and dig, finding for their phone.

Well, it’s 9.52 now. I got school tomorrow. I need sleep. I need sleep, sleep, sleep. Sleep like a baby.

My latest favorite song

"Prelude To A Kiss"

[Little Intro played by Alicia]
Mhmmmm... yeah yea yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Mhmhmh

[x3]Sometimes I feel..... like I don't belong anywhere.
And it's gonna take.... so long for me to get to somewhere.........

Sometimes I feel so heavy hearted..,
but I can't explain cuz I'm so guarded.

But that's a lonely road to travel,
and a heavy load to... bear.
And it's a long, long way to heaven but I gotta get there.....
Can you send an angel.....?
Can you send me an angel...... to guide me.

OMIGOSHHED!

I'm totaly oh my goshed right now! I've finally submitted an assignment that has been on my back! It was for my History test and there was two parts to it. I would say that it isn't bad for my first time. Guess what what I got? Guess guesss!!!

Okay, okay, I got:

Unit Test Part 1: 34/40

Unit Test Part 2: 46/60

I know it isn't that great but i'm proud of my attempt. :D

I'm in class right now. It's 2.50. 10 more minutes till school ends. But it doesn't stop here, oh no, no. After I go home, I have guitar class at 4 and I havn't practiced. I don't know what i'm gonna tell him. ARGH! But he understands la. He's not that strict anyways, which I like, I don't really need the pressure right now..

He has an iTouch that his uncle gave him. And there really wierd games in it. But anyways, he helped record the music video for Estranged, it's called Itu Kamu. But he's a metal head. Lol... He's pretty cool for a teacher.

So anyways, after guitar, i'm gonna come home and start my school work again. -_-" It never ends...

Tomorrow's Friday which means I get to see the whole gang at school. I miss Lilani though, it's too bad I and Jasmine only get to see her once a week. =(

It's 2.57 now. I better get back to my work. Bye!

Permanent Monday

I was listening to this song and I thought of sharing it with you, listen to the song and take a look at the lyrics. It's absolutely beautiful. Sigh.... *dreams away*

"Permanent Monday"

- Jordin Sparks

Falling leaves like a blanket at my feet

There's a canopy of stars

And I just miss you like crazy

Suddenly the world's too big

And the hours move too slow

And I just wish that you were holding me near

Seven days, it feels like a year
You whisper through the line

You know I miss you like crazy

So baby can you steal a plane

A boat, the fastest train

You know it just don't feel the same when you're gone

[Chorus]

'Cause everytime you go away

The sunshine starts to fade

Frozen by the hands of time into a

Permanent Monday

Take me back into your arms

And don't ever let me go

'Cause when I see you walk through that door

I'm not lost anymore
I'm home

I'm home

I won't sleep until you're finally next to me
Can't wait to breathe you in

Don't wanna waste my time dreaming

I just wanna treat your name like

A whipser on my skin

And never have to say goodbye again

[Chorus]

'Cause everytime you go away

The sunshine starts to fade

Frozen by the hands of time into a

Permanent Monday

Take me back into your arms

And don't ever let me go

'Cause when I see you walk through that door

I'm not lost anymore

I'm home'

'Cause when I feel you right here close to me
Everything is where it's supposed to be, baby

[Chorus]

'Cause everytime you go away
The sunshine starts to fade

Frozen by the hands of time into a

Permanent Monday

Take me back into your arms

And don't ever let me go

'Cause when I see you walk through that door

I'm not lost anymore

I'm home

I'm home

Yes I am

And I miss you like crazy

Come to think of it, I feel really lonely now....

What a emo song... Blah!

Who knew?

Who would have thought that Scarlett Johansson would have a twin brother? Not me. At least, not untill I was browsing Wikipedia for twin stars. Scarlett is really pretty.

But, but, but... Check out her twin Hunter Johansson! Isn't he cute? :D

Anyways, I also found out that Scarlett is going to be acting as Black Widow in Iron Man 2.

Imagine that, she'll be smoking hot. Haha...

I Love You Friend

Dear Friend,

I know how you feel. You feel you're not good enough. You feel that whatever you do is not enough. Am I good enough? What did I do wrong? What's wrong with me? Why does it have to be me? You have so many questions that haven't been answered but listen here my dear friend, that's how life is. Troubles come in your way, but your friends are here to help you solve it. Just remember, when everything else is crashing down, your friends will always be here for you. If he isn't treating you well, end your heartache or try to solve it. Someone is always watching over you. When your walls crumble, you wont build them up alone. I'm here. I'm here for you to cry on my shoulder. I will be there for you always. Say this to yourself:

I wont give up, I wont break down. I will be strong even if it all goes wrong. when I'm standing in the dark I still believe, some one's watching over me. I won't be afraid. It doesn't matter what people say, it doesn't matter how long it takes, believe in yourself and you'll find your dreams. It only matters how true you are, be true to your self and follow your heart.

I love you, Friend.

With Love

Dude..... 22 friend requests on facebook... What in the world man, who are these people? My friends' friends. Gosh, I mean, go get some real friends! Haha. I'm not accepting anyone I don't know. Sorry.

So it's Mother's day. I got my mom this beautiful nacklace from Diva. She deserved it, even though I finished all my money, my mom really deserves something nice. She's got to be the greatest women i've ever known. Giving birth to 3 children, 27 months altogether. Imagine that. Carrying this heavy thing in your belly for 9 months! Bringing us up beautifully. She is the best multytasker ever. I kinda take after her. You don't know what I can do. =p

Anyways mom, I love you sooo much and i'm sorry for getting you into labour and pain on your birthday. (we have same brithday's)

I don't know what i'd do without her in my life.

I hope the poeple reading this did something for their mom's too.

Soooo.... yesterday all of us went to the mall for Jasmine's birthday. Happy Birthday Jas! Her birthday was on Friday, we cut a cake in school for her. Twas' Tiramisu!

We watched X-Men Origin's on Saturday. It was really nice. The guy with the laser eyes.. what's his name... lemme check on Wikipedia... um... ahh I got it, Scott Summers, Cyclops, i've always like that character, he's really cute. :D Cyclops and Storm are my fave's in X-Men. And also Wolverine of course. Yeah. Well, I had lots of fun yesterday. Hope to do it soon (when I collect enough money again la)

Well... Gotta go... Bye!

The mind of a teen

Talk to me,
Tell me how you feel,
What are you thinking?
I wanna get to know you a little bit better,
Problems may get in your way,
But I'll be there.

Yes I know,
You're troubled,
But friend, I'm here,
Remember?
Why did you do that,
Don't suffer alone,
Tell me how you feel inside.

Don't be scared of your shadow,
You cant hide from your sorrows,
You can stay here till tomorrow.
Welcome to the club of broken hearts.
Where a thousand souls have passed.
Sooner or later you're gonna love again

Somebody still loves you

Sometimes you feel your world is breaking down,
Baby don't stop,
When there's trouble its all around,
Baby don't stop

It takes a crane to build a crane,
It takes two floors to make a story,
It take an egg to make a hen
It take a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
It take some words to make an action,
It takes some bad for satisfaction.

It takes no time to fall in love,
But it takes you years to know what love is.
Isn't life wonderful...? :p