Lady With Flying Hair

Hello!
This is how my project looks like.
It isnt done yet, I still have to paint the background.
=)

Hurt

How would you feel if you worked so hard for something and someone had to butt in and spoil it all? Obviously that’s what happened to me.

My two friends and I choreographed a 3 minute song and SOMEONE said it looked like crap. Honestly, it was awesome to all three of us. So we had to do it all over again. This year, no one is butting in. We are going to choreograph it, you either BE in it or NOT be in it.

I’m sorry if I’m scaring you but I mean it. Our dances have been crap for these past three years. So this year is going to be totally different. It’s going to be THE BOMB!

Here’s another thing.

How’d you feel when people ‘jumps the gun’ at you? When you’re perfectly innocent and they accuse you of something you would never think of doing. It’s a horrible feeling.

Want to know another thing that hurts?

When you visit someone, you’d like a warm and welcoming hug. But no, instead you get this cold hard rock hug. Like I have some kind of disease or like I’m a retard and you don’t want to touch me. Do you know how much hurt I feel when you do that? My heart sinks right down to the pit of my stomach. And just because you still live in the 70th century and I don’t. What do you expect me to do? That’s how I’ve been thought. What makes it worse is that we are family.

And about her, she doesn’t have anyone else but you. You’re her responsibility. She loves you. She’s your first priority. So do something with your life and set your priorities right. I know many single parents who have brought up a beautiful family so why can’t you do it?

You ought to see me now. If you take a look at my heart, it isn’t in one piece....

Monija and I had a good talk today. I told her that I was sorry about what I did when I knew what was going on. I wasn’t thinking straight. I’m really sorry sis. I will never do it again. And I’m glad that what goes around comes around because you will never learn from your mistakes. I’m glad that the boomerang came back to me and hit me straight in the head and brought me to my senses. I may have hurt you real bad, but I’m sorry and I’m super glad that we’re good now. And I forgive you for the things you have done too. We are human, we make mistakes, we forgive and forget and that’s what makes us special. I love you.

I have so many people to thank for making me the person I am today. I can say that I am a bold and beautiful individual person. I have my own thoughts on things in life. I love people with all my heart. I share my thoughts with you because I want you to learn from me. I stand up for myself and the people around me.

2009 Relay For Life

I know many of us has been waiting for this! I've been going for it for the past 2 years!

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http://www.kaconsulting.com.my/cancer.org.my/index.php?sc=news&id=155&md=folder

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That's the website for this year's Relay For Life.

Please sign up if you're going people! I'm soooo totaly going!!

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PLEASE COME IF YOU CAN!

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It's going to be so fun! Register ASAP if you're going. And did I mention, please let me know if you are going????AHHH! I'm so excited.

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Here are some plus points you can use on your parents:-

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1. You get free Milo all night!

2. You get to meet many new people!

3. There are going to be many hot girls/boys!

4. There's going to be a Ms. Malaysia contest for men dressed up as women!

5. You're doing it for a good cause.

6. You get to stay up 16 whole hours with your freinds!!

7. You'll get some excersice around the track.

8. You'll have fun!

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Sonia

xoxo

Blogging Mania

Hello! AGAIN! This is the third time I’m blogging today. If you’re wondering why I’ve been blogging so much these day’s, here’s why:

1. Josephine has influenced me tremendously with her blog posts.

2. I haven’t been writing in my diary for a few weeks and I miss doing it, so this is another way I can keep my thoughts down.

3. I’d like people to know how I really am.

4. I’m on my laptop almost every day, so I have easy excess.

5. it’s better than reading my messy handwriting.

6. I love talking about random things.

7. I don’t have the best memory in the world and in years to come, I can come back here and look at my past.

Those are just a few reasons. Anyways, after guitar, I went for tennis at 7 to the club and it started to rain so we couldn’t have class. Anyways, Leila and I read some magazines and today’s newspaper comics then I made a call to my momma and she picked us up. Oh what trouble do I give her? She’s at the security meeting at my neighbour’s house now. She’s going to pick my dad up after that. My dad’s coming home tonight!

Goldberg, my guitar teacher, he was cool with me not practicing. But he told me not to do it too often. We talked about so many things today.

We talked about what crazy stuff people can do when they’re drunk. The stories he told me about what his friends have done are hilarious. We also talked that German restaurant in KL, where they cut the pork up with plates and then later throw the plates all around. Oh, what fun that would be if I went. My parents went there for 2008’s New Year. The subject of swine flu also came up and he said that only a few days ago, he and his friend went around KL searching for a place to eat and found this place that had this big sign saying, “Pork Knuckles!” , how disgusting is that?! Well, he said they had a great feast in there. Gosh, the stuff people can get themselves into is so funny.

This happened while I was waiting for my mom by the way. I didn’t bring my hand phone so we got into some complications but never mind that.

So then the topic of ‘Mothers’ Handbags’ came up. Our mom’s have one thing in common. They’re phone would be ringing and they’ll start to dig they’re huge bad filled with stuff trying to find for the cell phone. They’ll go, “Oh no, oh no, oh no, don’t put down the phone. WHERE IS MY PHONE!!!??”. And then they’ll dig and dig and dig, finding for their phone.

Well, it’s 9.52 now. I got school tomorrow. I need sleep. I need sleep, sleep, sleep. Sleep like a baby.

My latest favorite song

"Prelude To A Kiss"

[Little Intro played by Alicia]
Mhmmmm... yeah yea yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Mhmhmh

[x3]Sometimes I feel..... like I don't belong anywhere.
And it's gonna take.... so long for me to get to somewhere.........

Sometimes I feel so heavy hearted..,
but I can't explain cuz I'm so guarded.

But that's a lonely road to travel,
and a heavy load to... bear.
And it's a long, long way to heaven but I gotta get there.....
Can you send an angel.....?
Can you send me an angel...... to guide me.

OMIGOSHHED!

I'm totaly oh my goshed right now! I've finally submitted an assignment that has been on my back! It was for my History test and there was two parts to it. I would say that it isn't bad for my first time. Guess what what I got? Guess guesss!!!

Okay, okay, I got:

Unit Test Part 1: 34/40

Unit Test Part 2: 46/60

I know it isn't that great but i'm proud of my attempt. :D

I'm in class right now. It's 2.50. 10 more minutes till school ends. But it doesn't stop here, oh no, no. After I go home, I have guitar class at 4 and I havn't practiced. I don't know what i'm gonna tell him. ARGH! But he understands la. He's not that strict anyways, which I like, I don't really need the pressure right now..

He has an iTouch that his uncle gave him. And there really wierd games in it. But anyways, he helped record the music video for Estranged, it's called Itu Kamu. But he's a metal head. Lol... He's pretty cool for a teacher.

So anyways, after guitar, i'm gonna come home and start my school work again. -_-" It never ends...

Tomorrow's Friday which means I get to see the whole gang at school. I miss Lilani though, it's too bad I and Jasmine only get to see her once a week. =(

It's 2.57 now. I better get back to my work. Bye!

Permanent Monday

I was listening to this song and I thought of sharing it with you, listen to the song and take a look at the lyrics. It's absolutely beautiful. Sigh.... *dreams away*

"Permanent Monday"

- Jordin Sparks

Falling leaves like a blanket at my feet

There's a canopy of stars

And I just miss you like crazy

Suddenly the world's too big

And the hours move too slow

And I just wish that you were holding me near

Seven days, it feels like a year
You whisper through the line

You know I miss you like crazy

So baby can you steal a plane

A boat, the fastest train

You know it just don't feel the same when you're gone

[Chorus]

'Cause everytime you go away

The sunshine starts to fade

Frozen by the hands of time into a

Permanent Monday

Take me back into your arms

And don't ever let me go

'Cause when I see you walk through that door

I'm not lost anymore
I'm home

I'm home

I won't sleep until you're finally next to me
Can't wait to breathe you in

Don't wanna waste my time dreaming

I just wanna treat your name like

A whipser on my skin

And never have to say goodbye again

[Chorus]

'Cause everytime you go away

The sunshine starts to fade

Frozen by the hands of time into a

Permanent Monday

Take me back into your arms

And don't ever let me go

'Cause when I see you walk through that door

I'm not lost anymore

I'm home'

'Cause when I feel you right here close to me
Everything is where it's supposed to be, baby

[Chorus]

'Cause everytime you go away
The sunshine starts to fade

Frozen by the hands of time into a

Permanent Monday

Take me back into your arms

And don't ever let me go

'Cause when I see you walk through that door

I'm not lost anymore

I'm home

I'm home

Yes I am

And I miss you like crazy

Come to think of it, I feel really lonely now....

What a emo song... Blah!

Who knew?

Who would have thought that Scarlett Johansson would have a twin brother? Not me. At least, not untill I was browsing Wikipedia for twin stars. Scarlett is really pretty.

But, but, but... Check out her twin Hunter Johansson! Isn't he cute? :D

Anyways, I also found out that Scarlett is going to be acting as Black Widow in Iron Man 2.

Imagine that, she'll be smoking hot. Haha...

I Love You Friend

Dear Friend,

I know how you feel. You feel you're not good enough. You feel that whatever you do is not enough. Am I good enough? What did I do wrong? What's wrong with me? Why does it have to be me? You have so many questions that haven't been answered but listen here my dear friend, that's how life is. Troubles come in your way, but your friends are here to help you solve it. Just remember, when everything else is crashing down, your friends will always be here for you. If he isn't treating you well, end your heartache or try to solve it. Someone is always watching over you. When your walls crumble, you wont build them up alone. I'm here. I'm here for you to cry on my shoulder. I will be there for you always. Say this to yourself:

I wont give up, I wont break down. I will be strong even if it all goes wrong. when I'm standing in the dark I still believe, some one's watching over me. I won't be afraid. It doesn't matter what people say, it doesn't matter how long it takes, believe in yourself and you'll find your dreams. It only matters how true you are, be true to your self and follow your heart.

I love you, Friend.

With Love

Dude..... 22 friend requests on facebook... What in the world man, who are these people? My friends' friends. Gosh, I mean, go get some real friends! Haha. I'm not accepting anyone I don't know. Sorry.

So it's Mother's day. I got my mom this beautiful nacklace from Diva. She deserved it, even though I finished all my money, my mom really deserves something nice. She's got to be the greatest women i've ever known. Giving birth to 3 children, 27 months altogether. Imagine that. Carrying this heavy thing in your belly for 9 months! Bringing us up beautifully. She is the best multytasker ever. I kinda take after her. You don't know what I can do. =p

Anyways mom, I love you sooo much and i'm sorry for getting you into labour and pain on your birthday. (we have same brithday's)

I don't know what i'd do without her in my life.

I hope the poeple reading this did something for their mom's too.

Soooo.... yesterday all of us went to the mall for Jasmine's birthday. Happy Birthday Jas! Her birthday was on Friday, we cut a cake in school for her. Twas' Tiramisu!

We watched X-Men Origin's on Saturday. It was really nice. The guy with the laser eyes.. what's his name... lemme check on Wikipedia... um... ahh I got it, Scott Summers, Cyclops, i've always like that character, he's really cute. :D Cyclops and Storm are my fave's in X-Men. And also Wolverine of course. Yeah. Well, I had lots of fun yesterday. Hope to do it soon (when I collect enough money again la)

Well... Gotta go... Bye!